So, I fell off the wagon on Saturday... it was a rough day for me emotionally and I broke. Sunday and Monday we were at Disney... I ordered off the kids' menu for lunch, had snacks, it was fine - I wasn't a complete disaster but I was not eating healthy food either. My tummy was SUPER upset Sunday and Monday nights, so I guess it didn't like the unhealthy food. Yesterday I was going to start back up on Whole 30 but forgot it was Teacher Appreciation Day, and now it's Wednesday.
I am having a tough time already today. I don't know what my issue is. I was fine doing Whole 30 last week - no complaints really... so I don't understand why I am wanting chocolate and pizza and soda and bread so much today and I've only eaten my breakfast! I'm not hungry....
I guess part of it is that there's always something going on... so this week is Teacher Appreciation Week - and Monday there were donuts (I wasn't here though...), yesterday there was a Mexican food lunch, but I just had the 2 snack candies and soda that were in my mailbox. Today there is an Italian food lunch, I think? I'm not going to find out. Tomorrow there's something - I don't remember what - and Friday is a sandwich lunch. Then Saturday is prom and they provide dinner for us... and Sunday is Mothers' Day... and I know it is going to be a really hard and sad day for me, so I am expecting to "fail." Then there is nothing for 2 weeks but after that, Ryan's parents will be here, the following weekend Sherrie will be here... and it will be eating out. Maybe we can get a whole month in June after Sherrie leaves but before we go to the Caymans. That or I just learn to suck it up and not eat anything at restaurants when we go out with people (which would be weird)...
Anyhow... hopping back on the bandwagon at least for today, tomorrow, and Friday... and probably Sunday...
Food today:
Breakfast - banana with almond butter with chia seeds and coconut and almond slivers
Lunch - an egg, carrots and guac (and strawberries I think?)
After school - apple with almond butter
Dinner - Buffalo chicken casserole Ryan's coworker's wife made for us. (She brought it by yesterday - super sweet of her. I almost had tears but I pulled it together until after she left).
I need to get back on drinking all my water and taking my supplements... test was almost back to negative meaning we can try again soon and I need to be in as healthy of a state as I can! Taking a raw prenatal, a methylated b12, and ubiquinol... also baby aspirin.
WHOLE 30 bug, bite me again please and inspire me! (Not you, jerk horse fly! My ankle is already swollen enough because of you! Grr!)
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